750words follow up

Well, I've done 2 entries now. One thing i've noticed is I am fairly slow until about 400 words - then the next time I stop typing, I'm on about 900! I think this proves to me that I'm not as comfortable writing as using AudioBoo, or rather, my thoughts don't flow as freely.

That said, some pretty heavy stuff is coming out. Stuff that i've spoken with my Psychiatrist about but not really thought about afterwards (denial is a comfortable evil). Anyway - here's the site's 'emotion' stats for today. There are more detailed stats available to me privately.


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Now, it definitely took me a while to get going as I've said. So long in fact, that I'd been at my PC for 4 hours since the reminder I'd last night set flashed up saying 'write 750 words'. In the end I did what I often have done in the last year, recorded an AudioBoo, to get me focussed on what I was planning next - and to spill out some free flowing thoughts - about free flowing thoughts... and 750words.com.

Do I feel better for all this outpouring? I guess so. I feel like i've put my head in order (well, sort of messily pushed it into a corner - but that's my heads fault not the concept of free flowing brain spills. I will be continuing throughout March. Heck, I need all the help I can get - and if typing pages and pages about life as I've seen it and see it in the future is going to help in any small way - and it is - then I think it's worth adding into my daily routine.

Here's my Boo, made just before I started typing.

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